Windows 7 on a Macintosh

It's cool, it works. I've got a copy of Windows 7 and am running it on my Macbook. It's awesome because I can run my favorite windows programs such as Soulseek.

Anyways, enough about that. Let's talk about my sleep schedule. It's not very good. White kids my age all over the country are dreading the 8:00am classes they have to wake up for in a couple of hours, but I'm not. I'm making coffee, blogging, cooking and will eventually organize all my seasonal vinyl into boxes and have them put away into storage.

Is this something I do on a daily basis? Do I find fun in cataloguing vinyl? No. Hell no. But it's something that must be done. In fact, while I was out today hunting for cardboard boxes, I decided I would pack up everything in my room that could be considered a distraction to "getting back on track" and hiding it away until I've deemed that I have bounced back from this little rut that I have gotten myself into. It sucks, because I pretty much deal in entertainment, so just about everything I own is something that could be considered a distraction. This sucks.

I found myself getting to bed around 3am Thur and waking up around 7:30pm. That's right, I slept the ENTIRE day off the calendar. I did go to Mark's with Sebastian though and organize his living room a little bit. Then I went to Trevor's and played two rounds of GTAIV. But fuck all that.

Here's a text conversation between Mook and I:

Mook: Vid wen? 9:00 PM
Me: I just need help getting motivated 9:01 PM
Mook: I c! U act like u dnt wanna do it. Jus doing a video should motivate u if that's wat u wanna do. I mean I cnt make u I'm jus showing u some love 9:03 PM

He's right you know. Something is really wrong with me. I think I hate cold weather and I'm starting to become increasingly lazy. Why!? Why fuck why!?

Living in Auburn is killing me. I should have stayed in New York. I fucking hate this place. Coming back made me realize why I hated it here in the first place! I can't seem to GET ANYTHING FUCKING DONE.

I lost Kelsey's cat. That was the single worst experience of recent memory. It was very cold that night and tensions ran high between Kelsey and I because she was not convinced I cared about her cat because I wasn't showing any real emotions. My Dad has said the same thing of me growing up. He thinks my attitude towards authority figures (such as himself) get little to no displays of affection or reverence.

I don't really know what I'm the best at because in high school every academic class was blown off completely. I like computers and cameras. Should I take up programming? How much math does that really involve? Blog, oh blog, bring these answers to me.